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my inner thoughts;
Seventeen. Senior. SoCal <3. I love fireworks, elephants, hot air balloons,the beach, and Disneyland.
All I need.
God grant me the serenity
to accept the things I cannot change;
courage to change the things I can;
and wisdom to know the difference.Living one day at a time;
enjoying one moment at a time;
accepting hardships as the pathway to peace;
taking, as He did, this sinful world
as it is, not as I would have it;
trusting that He will make all things right
if I surrender to His Will;
that I may be reasonably happy in this life
and supremely happy with Him
forever in the next.
Amen.
Goodnight.
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Reasons we would have never lasted anyways
- We were raised completely different, we have too much differences
- Our views on things are never on the same page
- We were weak at the point where we needed to be strongest
- We loved but it was never at the right time
- You have your goals and I have mine and nowhere did they intersect
- You believed I lived in a fairy tale land full of ideas that were too good to be true when I thought I could actually accomplish them
- You constantly made me feel like a failure and at one point you told me I would never succeed in life at the rate I was going
- Without parent approval there is no happy relationship
- I would go to the end of the world for you, you wouldn’t do the same
- You made me feel like the blame for why you didn’t do as great as you could your second semester of junior year
- When we got mad at each other we would use the worst things against each other
- You left when i had a scare
- I have never felt as worthless as the way you made me feel
- I took out all my anger on you
- I ruined your birthday, New Years, and Confirmation
- I never let you do things for me without getting mad
- I promised to never let you become my life but you did and it ended in heartbreak
- To this day i’m still trying to get over how worthless you made me feel when we broke up
Because for the next month I have to remind myself that our relationship was CRAP and although we did love each other at one point it would have NEVER lasted.
I’m honestly numb to any emotions that I have toward you.
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Remember the day we got caught? I cried my eyes out in English class that day I was so scared to lose you. I just broke and Alfred held me and then Adriana hugged me until I stopped. I remember. I was just thinking about it randomly.
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